Now that I have unearthed my DeviantART account after so long, I realize that I have SO MANY PEOPLE I should definitely apologize to. This journal is for you guys. Hello!
I obviously left a lot of folks I had been exchanging messages with hanging, quite abruptly I should add. And that was super SUPER rude of me! I feel like clobbering myself in the face sometimes, to be quite honest.
I should have found a way of keeping tabs with you instead of being a dumb. I am sincerely sorry to everyone who had been expecting replies from me for varying reasons. I apologize for being unreliable in keeping my word and my promises. You are all super nice and really cool people--and I'm not trying to put myself down--but none of you deserved that, and I am disappointed in myself for letting others down. I acted irresponsible, and that is unacceptable to have from me in my opinion.
I don't exactly use this site anymore, but I will be checking it every few days for messages from people I have got back into contact. Also, my laptop is finally fixed! Hallelujah!
All that said, I hope you're all doing okay these days! Remember, if or when you need a break from the stress of your life or the people in it, that it's alright to go and take a walk, or a run, or a bike ride or even a drive to clear your head. Maybe rant to yourself or some who'll listen. Participate in something that will let you get your frustrations out on that rather than another human being. You could watch your favourite show or read your favourite book, just letting it fill you with that giddy happiness! Or! bundle yourself up in blankets somewhere warm with yummy food and a nice drink and object to conversing with others! Ooh, you could do those last two at the same time! You have every right to get yourself back together by taking a pause!! If you're having a bad day, remember people care about you and please love yourself. <3 You can get back to life later, preferably after you've slept, but you don't forget to think about yourself! Great, you go!